austin asked me what i got out of my recent trip to SA... i've thought about it, i'm sure it's a potentially long answer, but in short (hopefully)...
about myself -- i'm much much happier when i'm outdoors constantly, and i'm sure the sunshine helped... i feel different, i look different, i am different when i'm doing something i love
about faith -- i still struggle greatly with the whole evolution / creation bit... evolution makes sense in my head, creation makes sense in my heart, and basically i don't understand it all, no one does, and no one ever will... makes for good conversation... i also struggle with injustice and the evil in the world, and i struggle with my lack of doing anything about it... but that can change
about conservation -- its a dire dire career move... but its one of the only things that i can actually see myself caring about enough to do something about... the world is such a beautiful place... humanity is polluting it, humanity should clean it up
about men -- my life is too unpredictable right now to honestly consider a relationship in the real sense of the word... but its really really nice to get to know someone, for them to know you, for stories to be swapped, for mutual physical attraction, and for a good night kiss
about me not being a morning person -- with the right amount of sunshine, a cool enough temperature, and the right singing partner, anyone can wake up happy :)
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