you know how facebook shows six of your friends at any given time in the "friends" box on your wall?
four of mine today were pictures of my friends' babies...
i guess its just one of those moments where i have realized that time is always going by... i don't want to have urgency in my life, i don't hear my "clock" ticking, or anything, i'm trying my best to stay in the moment and enjoy it... but sometimes there seems to be something missing, at times its easier to think about the things i don't have rather than those i do...
i guess i just really want to have a reason to be drawn in one direction or another... a slight glipse into what the next step is...
its all very vague. if i'm going to be blunt, i'm lonely.
and none of this seems very coherent but in my head and life its all connected...
welcome to my world... stay as long as you like...
1 comment:
i really miss you a lot. i need a lisa night of chatting and chocolate.
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